
Though Raegan continues to be a "little Christin" in both spunk and look. ;)
Nope. Nothing so far on the Labor Homefront.
It's just a waiting game at this point. A slow tick-tocking of the clock this weekend as I've contracted. and felt pressure to the point I can't walk. and....
seen the ease with which my "peace" can be so easily tossed when in the face of the unknown.
So yeah. The weekend didn't birth a baby, but rather a total revealing in just how impatient I can be. Yippee.
And for now, I'm processing it all. Trying to grab a hold of what the Lord told me one morning, even though I don't understand how it fits in with ANYTHING.
Don't you just love it when He doesn't make sense? And when we have to com-puh-letely change our mindset, our interpretative skills, and our inner grasp on spiritual reality in order to even begin to remotely understand? *Note the sarcasm*
Yup. Therein lies the reason why this weekend also brought a lot of exhausted, frustrated tears. ;)
Today, I have more peace. No more understanding, mind you! But more peace. I'm praying that understanding comes throughout the day as I get a chance to steal away with Him.
between baking cookies. and laundry. and homeschooling. and cleaning. and little ones running around wanting my full attention as they spin around the family room floor.
I lead a blessed life. One filled to the brim with blessings from Him. And today, I hope to press into one blessing that I know He wants me to take a hold of
Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom. Though it cost all you have, get understanding. Proverbs 4:7
and is more than wiling to supply.
If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. James 1:5