Life on pause.

I'm having to constantly remind myself that this is just a season.

...that the "littleness" of Babyhood doesn't last long.

soo tiny! (taken at 2 weeks)

...that those frequent non-stop nursing marathons won't always consume the entirety of my days. and that there will actually come a time where I wish I could turn back time and snuggle with my babies like only nursing allows.

...that the craziness of dinnertime will pass. And that in the not too distant future, Jet and I will live for the evenings where all five girls are home for dinner at the same time.

...that I'll have years and years to enjoy ME time, but only a short time span to interact with my girls at this young, impressionable age.

With five daughters aged 7 yrs and under, life is never dull. or slow. or quiet.




A lot of the things that I enjoy...like writing to mention just one...have taken a back-burner as I try to figure out how to love each of my girls in a way that makes them feel as special as the newborn that demands so much of my time.

There's so much that the Lord is doing. too much for me to begin to document. (I only just got around to write about Raquel's delivery in my journal.)

So my prayer is that my spirit will retain what my pen cannot capture.


Babies make you push the *pause* button of Life. So if you don't see me on here for a while that'd'a be why: My brain is on FreezeFrame. My heart is occupied. My arms are full.