April 10, 2010

Trying to put words to it.

More and more and more and more...the Hand of the Lord is moving.

Rapidly repositioning. Swiftly moving, piece by piece, the...well, everything.

as He's loudly proclaimed direction and instruction to my husband and me.

Honestly, the last few months have been like watching a movie. because our life (the plans, the places we thought we were headed, the way the Lord was relating to us) has taken such a random and sudden shift. A shift that we've had no intentional part in creating.

Outside of hearing the voice of God direct, and then moving to obey.

I wish I could just sit down with you and talk, you know? My heart is not to be secretive when the Hand of the Lord is moving like a whirlwind in my life. My desire is to be transparent, honest, and loud when it comes to the ...oh what word to describe His ways?

But there's just too much. Too many things..surreal things that feel odd to even acknowledge. This has been a season of total outpouring from the Lord. Here recently, He's been a chatty one, that guy. ;)

And though Motherhood has been keeping me busy...though priorities have changed to include more time with my daughters and less time with the internet..that's not the reason why I haven't been blogging.

There's just been too much to even being to touch the surface of what He's doing.

There are a precious few who know some of the ins and outs of our lives right now. And even then, that's limited knowledge. It's just all too wild.

I mean, God has been telling us things that I wouldn't ever be bold enough to imagine Him saying, not to mention being crazy enough to share. And you know me, I'm pretty crazy. ;D

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This is the reason I haven't written. It's just too much. I don't even know where to go from here.

Maybe tomorrow. ;)